[[*my 6 cents worth]]

Thursday, June 22, 2006

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in exactly 12 hours..

i'll be leaving singapore..

just wanted to leave a note for you..

i do not have much words to express what i truly feel..

and even if i do..

i do not know what words to use too..

how are you these days?

fine i hope.

those SMSes that i've sent to you..

i don't know if you have received them..

or just simply feigning ignorance..

i wouldn't know..

but still..i just wanted to send them to let you know how i feel.

at times, i just hope to be someone whom you can talk to.

i hate the fact that i lost you to time and to another person.

and i don't even know if 'the other person' truly exists..

i don't deny i am feeling tired..

i've never spent this long a time waiting for someone to come back to me.

one year had past..

but the promise to wait is still valid..

and still on-going..

you left me with simply no reason to move on.

what is told is not the truth i know.

but i still chose to hold on.

through this one year..

i have never stop writing to you..

i have never stop thinking of how you have been..

and at times when i am all alone..

i tend to think of you..

think of the short times we once shared..

that period of time wasn't the best..

but it was one of the most memorable and sweetest to heart..

i don't know what made me hold on to this relationship for so long..

i tried to move on to other people..

but somehow rather..

they just do not fit the picture..

it ain't that they were no good or bad..

just that..

i had too much space for you to put another in it..

someone asked me what is it that i can't let go..

i kept quiet but..

i know deep down in my heart..

the answer is You.

how do i move on when You are the one i can't let go..

Mark..

no matter where and when..

always remember that..

no matter how much time had gone by..

you'll always have my heart..

and this wasted heart of mine will Love you till..

it stops.

another 6 cents thoughts at|6/22/2006 12:43:00 AM|

[[ The Writer... ]]

a Simple SomeOne..
who Hides behind a Mask called..
'6 Cents Worth'..
for a Space called my Own...
Somewhere out there but yet Within...

[[ The Writer's Note... ]]

Here is e deepest Secret nobody knows..
Here is e Root of e Root..
And e Bud of e Bud..
And e Sky of e Sky..
Of a Tree Called Life..
Which grows Higher..
Than e Soul can Hope or Mind can Hide..
N dis is e Wonder tt's Keepin e Stars Apart..
I Carry Your Heart..
I Carry It in My Heart..

[[ My Loves and Hates ]]

I Love the simple pleasures in Life..
And I basically hate Nothin' actually..
Cause' I choose Happiness in e beginning..
And Every Happiness brings with it..
Unhappiness..
But it is with Unhappiness..
That you learn about..
True Happiness..

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Song: Zai Yi Ci Yong You

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